ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i seriously need help laa!
MY LIFE IS A TOTAL DISASTER! -- this year
totally upside down
i felt a huge distance now between God
haven been praying although i REALLY needed His help
i am even starting to swear words again!=S
i just couldnt sort out the time
i know i am full of excuses
tried time table --useless
been sleeping whole day after i came home from school till dinner lately - crazy right?
no time for my studies - DISASTER!
i feel like shit these days
Studies?- everybody in my class doesnt give a shit

tkx emily for fooling around during class and not studying for the past two years
and now you end up in a shitty class where everybody just Sleep!

I Miss Eun so Damn Much la
where is she when i Need her
I knew i need tuition
i Need to make up the time i waste for the past two years
i cant just count on some shitty class to finish form 3's subject
and wait for the teacher's to give out pass PMR question's
because the teacher's will end up lecturing most of the time!!


Please Pray for me
i really hope i could get back up
i really hope that i could just cop up with everything in my life
an feeling great
connecting with GOD
instead of stressing out and feeling shitty all over
and just feel so disgrace and unworthy

HELP ME!!! I JUST WANNA CRY!