T_T
I have never felt this way before in my Whole Life till NoW!
I have never been in such intense moment before
- not even in an exam
-or something that defines my future
-or something really big
It left me so ticklish that i kept jumping around hugging my waist
lol!! all the people there was staring at me like a crazy person
and a little girl kept staring at me cause my mouth was like bleeding and i was biting something - a cotton to stop the bleeding

i was so comfortable in the dentist room that i it feels like home
people there are so friendly and always smiling
i was actually falling asleep already on the chair with my mouth open wide
while Dr.Khor was doing his job
i have no idea what-so-ever he was talking about
just day dreaming in my own fantasy
until he
-started spraying ice mist on it
-injecting
and it hurt and i moved and he almost slashed me in my mouth O.0 OMG!
Thank God he's a gentle dental and he was so careful
that he kept reporting news about what going on inside my mouth lol
then it NUMBED ,terrible. my whole right cheek and right side nose was numbed
no feelings
nothing.
my muscle was so relax that i couldnt open my mouth when he started pulling my teeth out
that one of the nurse have to open it
and the other one was weeping all my saliva's
haha
i am sorry my pain and touch receptors arent working at that time
so it's dripping all over
gross.
the injection was so strong that i didnt even know he pulled it out already
i just know three people surrounding me holding my mouth
i though they were getting ready but the tooth was already out
OMG!!
MY SAD TEETH!
LIKE SO DAMN LONG !
THE LEG OF THE TEETH IS LIKE FOUR TIMES THE SIZE OF IT!!
O.0
SO SCARY !!!!
I COULDNT EVEN BELIEVE IT
*worse most intense moment ever





oh and i went for chess today
since i missed elecom interview ..
and me and eun were wandering around thinking what to join
we sign up for so much things during gerko day
and when it comes to attending, thousands of excuses
sooo we just decide to join chess
took like 15 minutes to make the decision between bowling , english society and chess
never played chess before
i always though it's a boring game since i wasnt exposed to it
so i have no idea how 'fun' it can be
i used to watch my dad and bro play which is damn boring
but today was kinda good i have to say
awesome actually!! =D
loving it!
eun though me how to play and as a first timer i lost =(
i kept asking her which one should i move some more ,haha =D





LoVinG IT!!!!!! damn NICE!!
Currently listening to goo goo dolls sang by Dave from Music From Blue Skies on youtube
he is damn talented in singing and music instruments
and he write songs that are not bad
just that half of his songs are kinda annoying
so i just listen to songs he sings that are not his
his voice is really nice!!!
and his guitar skills are so damn good! super goood!
and part of the fact that i listened to him is because
he looks like one of my friends but i cant remember who
i think it's his face expression when he sings that looked alike
okay his voice gets kinda annoying after some time when he sings own created songs





YAY!!! cant wait for Cameron trip
it's tomorrow!!!
awesome!!!!!!
=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D=D =D=D =D =D =D
haizzzzz
time flies
so fast
i just wish i could slow-motion it
i wish i have a universal controller
lower amber's volume when she cries
slow-motion the happy times
fast-forward the sad times
ZZzzzzzzzz
like in another few more days bro is leaving
not gonna see him for 1 whole year!!!
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T
gonna miss him!!!
ugh!!!!
why is it that we human are so unappreciative until the very last minute
when you know you are gonna lose something ,someone
we tend to do things at the last minute
replacing anything thats missed at the very last minute
when we know it's gonna be too late if you dont do it now
='( gonna miss my friends and bro

good luck while passing the custom!! =)
and have fun with the snow and ice!! =D
dont get sick and buy boots before your leg freeze!
work hard! play hard! and enjoy! =D